Thursday, January 26, 2012

एय मन!!!




कभी   झूठ  से  डरे  ये ..
कभी  सच  को  न  झेल  पाए  ये !..

एय  मन  तेरी  खुदगर्ज़ी  को  कैसे  समझ  पाए !!

कभी  डरे  तू  सो  सच  के बाद  के  एक  झूठ  से ..
कभी सो झूठ  के  बाद  का  एक  सच  तुझे  टटोल  जाए ..

एय  मन  तेरी  खुदगर्ज़ी  को  कैसे  समझ  पाए !!

खुद  का  राजा  और  खुद  ही  का  ग़ुलाम  तू  बन  जाये ..
जब  ना  मिले  किसी  औरकी  गलती  तो  खुद  ही  को  दोषी  मान  जाये ..

एय  मन  तेरी  खुदगर्ज़ी  को  कैसे  समझ  पाए !!
Sometimes I wonder what hurts the most...!!  Truth or Lie or both ...





Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Random Thoughts-1

Was just feeling like blogging but dint have any topic...so on a friend's suggestion penning down all random thoughts coming to my mind ...

I seriously want to attend some LIVE concerts of my favo singers like Shaan..Sonu Nigam..Sunidhi..Strings..Jal..and many more...
Obviously listening A R Rahman LIVE is the topmost TO DO things of my life :)

I am enjoying my work in field of Solar Energy...just want to write something about it..and also given a chance want to have some degree /certifications related to this field...or at least some paper presentations...hmmm!! let's see

I am missing my di..as after she left India we never spoke....and I really wanna talk to her about loddddddds many things :)

I am feeling good that I gave different kinda bday wish to my kid-sister ....which she liked it :)

I am enjoying the shopping -saga...;) ...and trust me finding it real stress-buster :P

I am hating the Chilly-winter...as I never wake up on time these days and start feeling lazy and shift into no-working mood zone after 5 PM .. :X

My job profile is giving me opportunity to meet soo many new people...that's how I am learning to understand people..their mind-sets...and how to deal with them ...
Met some wonderful people ..who got the right to talk to real 'smruti' ....
also met some people with super attitude, super anger, super selfishness ....who can do all maska-job to get their work done...but learning how to deal with them too....
So in all my job is giving me free certifications on HR ;)

December last week was too hectic...office work...meeting siblings...attending functions ...in all time-management !!

Just loved decorating Xmas tree and party with siblings after that....

Sometimes I find that I am just the same ..what I used to be in school or college or at Hyderabad..and sometimes I find that I have changed a lot...dont know what is true...my closed ones can judge that better...

Ahh!! after writing the blog post ...no matter the Random one...feeling happy happy....:)

blog-page sometimes work as real friend..who ll alwayz listen to your bakwas nicely without getting irritated :)

Monday, December 12, 2011

The name which is still so fresh in memory!! -Satyam

Here comes the December and took me away from the present set-up of life to the most favorite phase of my life so far.... Satyam@Hyderabad ...


I had decided not to write this time as I have already written too much on this topic...but ...but...suddenly since so many days I am observing sooo many Satyamites ( I hate to say Ex- Satyamites) ...posting pics of Satyam days...posting some really good sento status updates and followed by lot many wonderful comments and numbersss of Likes ...
All these were enough triggers for me to logged in to my blog and write down something again... :)

Some pages from the diary of Dec 2007
12 th December 2007 

It has been 3 days I have landed in this beautiful city -Hyderabad...
Visit to Char-minar , Salarjung museum with friends and parents made me realize about the Royal Charm the city has and at the same time the beauty of Hussain Sagar  made me smile that Wow! I would be living in this city..


Tomorrow is my DOJ-Date of Joining ...I am anxious ...I am little worried ...I am sooooo much Happy...


This is my first job ..the wonderful gift my University gave me as my campus placement ...I am thinking about my written tests and GD and 2 interviews and how nervous I was at that time...and when they were announcing results of placement how my friends were enthu after hearing my name in the list...


And here I am today ....


Still I have not found PG for me...thinking that if me and my friend would get room at STC itself..let's see..



Tomorrow I ll be meeting so many new people ...some I knew from college...some from Orkut communities and rest unknown but shortly will be added to the friend list ...
Dont know how the training will go...weather I ll be able to understand the new field IT or not...


Hmmmm.... eagerly waiting for tomorrow morning ...We have already visited the Masha-Allah office from where tomorrow I have to take the bus ...


All set to go...for day 1 in the corporate world.....from tomorrow I ll be the  Satyamite ... :) :) :) 


Hoping my stay at Hyd will be memorable and my work at my first job along with lot many new friends would be even more memorable !!! 

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If you can connect to the page of my diary ...would love to read your experience as well ...







Thursday, December 1, 2011

Decoding the messages ...

You walk in the office campus with perfect rebellious mood with a tinch of fear of how the day is going to be....lot many thoughts...lot many pre-judged consequences ...teeny-weeny anxiety and many un-named emotions taking ride in the mind...you'r walking firmly ...yet lonely ...

And suddenly you hear that someone's phone is  ringing at distance place ...and the words of the ring-tone song simply brings smile on your face ....

You feel confident...the self-confidence level passes the level where anxiousness can vanish...where calmness can make its way to your mind...

You know what were the wordings ...?


इतनी  शक्ती  हमे  देना  दाता , मन  का  विश्वास  कमजोर  हो  ना 
हम  चले  नेक  रस्ते  पे  हम  से , भूलकर  भी  कोइ  भूल  हो  ना !!


Friday, November 18, 2011

यहाँ पे आम रहना है ख़ास

कुछ खुद पे बीती -कुछ दुसरो की बाते अनुभव कर ,
आये है एक विचार-मकाम पर, 

रहो बे-फिकर ,रखो इरादे बुलंद  और हमेशा सीधी करो बात,
क्योंकि यहाँ पे आम रहना ही है ख़ास !

कोई  खेलता  है  प्यार के  नाम  पे , खोई  प्यार  को  माने  खेल ,
कोई  दोस्ती  को  दाव  पे  लगा  के आगे  बढ़ता , कोई  दोस्त  को ही  कर  लेता  इरादोमे  शामेल ,


सीधे  राह  पे  चलते  गए  , मोड़  को  सोचा  अनूठा  आरंभ ,
ना  बिना  पंख  उड़ना  चाहा,ना  ही  माँगा  उससे  ज्यादा  जो  लिखा  प्रारब्ध ,

कोई  हमपे  हँसा , कोई  पूछा  क्यूँ   न  करते  तुम  गफ्लेवाला  काम ,
न  जवाब  दिया  उन्हें ..तो  मान  गए  सब  की  ये  तो  है  आम ,

देरसे  ही  सही  ..मन  को  सुकून  सी  लगती  है  ये  बात ,
की  यहाँ  पे  आम  रहना  ही  है  ख़ास ,

:) 15102011

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

For 03 EE- my gang :)

11.10.2003 to 11.10.2011

I know that  dates are mere numbers and numbers are meant to be reside in statistics/History books ...but as some dates/numbers behave as memory trigger and they take you to the phases of life..where you have achieved something.

11.10.2003 was the day , where destiny wrote pre-fix 'Er.'  to our names and from 12th pass student we all became engineering students..to be precise Electrical Engg students ..

The day which became witness of our transition from school to college life...

The day we all met and became friends/best friends or let's say at least class mates ...

it has been 8 years still memory is still fresh ...that C block Audi and speech filled with motivating words from professors and seniors ...then C Block class room where general intro begun...that cricket match , songs , debate , acting ...etc etc.....
then we were taken on campus-tour and perhaps we realized that we were in the college which has the best infrastructure...

Canteen and workshop and that NIM ...we saw them all...

and then going to Nirma and doing masti with fun became normal routine until April 2007 ...

enormous memories.....mostly sweet and some bitter .....uncounted laughter moments and rare teary zones .....class room study to canteen assignment copying.. .ice-gola party to cutting tea in raining season ....dumbcharads  times to hectic scheduling during Vidhyut Adbhutam ....Mid-sem to class tests ....SLP time to study-tour times ....birthday parties to bakra-parties ....
we have enjoyed all....

Unlike other colleges where engineering means only fun...we at Nirma studied well as well as did almost same amount of fun like others...and icing on the cake was the campus-placements... :) So who-so-ever had little doubt about doing lesser fun and more study ...had a bigg ear to ear smile after the offer letters from the prestigious companies... ;)

Never the less I am proud to be associated with the college and also very happy to know all of you in EE department ...

Thank you for being there and making my college life most wonderful...


Sunday, October 9, 2011

A day in Ye hai Mumbai meri jaan !!

Before visiting and living some of the most memorable years at Hyderabad ,Mumbai alwayz used to top on my list of favorite cities. Never the less , as far as memories are concern both the cities top the list. :)

Sometimes you dont write much about the obvious happenings in your life , and for the same reason I have never written about Mumbai and my memories ever before on the blog - as It is the routine to visit Mumbai during vacations/Holidays/Rakhi    and do so much fun since my childhood days..

I have some very mesmerizing- mastikhor- memories at Mumbai...since my childhood. Mumbai has alwayz taught me many things which usually were unknown to me as being from a silent-not so happening city..

At every stage from kid zone to teen-age zone to now , I have alwayz spent quality time at this city , as my cousins alwayz make my stay at aamchi Mumbai superb with lot many plans and outings and chit-chats. (Ofcorse, fights - some sweet one some serious one used to be there for obvious reasons like TV and blah blah in Kid-Zone days ;) :P )


My recent visit during Rakshabandhan to Mumbai had its own charm as we (Me, My two kid-cousins and my rakhi-brother(Big B)) spent lovely time roaming around in the city and that trigger me a thought of writing this post.

The day started with lots of planning and opinions from everyone about where to go and what to do , and since it was a holiday we all were in the lazy-let's sit at home and sleep zone ..and added to that Big B came late becoz of the famous Mumbai-Traffic which forced more to our declined inclination to go out. But then power of Pizza/Pasta dominated our mind and finally we four stepped out of the home in the Mumbai's humid sun-shine after completing rituals of Rakshabandhan.

The lunch at the 'Red-Box' became memorable as we played one 'ask-a-secret' kinda teen-age special game (as one of my cousin is a teenager and she is the youngest and bubbliest among all of us) , which usually is famous among friends rather than siblings ;) But we are different ...we all are friends cum siblings !! :)

After the tip-top lunch and lot many laughter riots becoz of the game , we decided to go to very famous place called Pedar-Road - which draws a line between Mumbai's fast life and the steady- royal sea. The area is a nice-hang-out place if the sun is not being so harsh on you that day. We were not lucky in that case and so we thought of going to Barista.
Now, there again the fun-game begun , both the brothers were mind-blowing in answering /questioning while me and my kid-sister were all the way giggling and laughing. And there again the serious discussion begun about which  movie to see and if not movie then what next?

Considering the fact that we all four have different movie-choices , we finally thought to go on long-drive on the Bandra-Worli sea-link.
Awesome technology marvel , beautiful sea , drizzling mausam and non-stop antakshari with siblings made the sea-link journey more wonderful.

And then suddenly we all went in to silent mode , the moment we reached to Marine Drive - for the obvious reason sunset and the sea. It's a life time experience to bid adieu to the sun , sitting on the edge of the road, staring at the sea and dot-like ship at the distance , forgetting the noisy traffic behind you , avoiding the sky-scrappers and people.

You find the meaning of spirituality and serenity at moments like these.All four of us were quiet in our own ways - younger sis was writing poetry in her mobile , younger brother was staring at the sea and was clicking some pic of the sun-set , Big B was also staring the sea ..and I was enjoying the lovely nature and was thanking the God silently for giving me such a wonderful people along with the present called Life.

Then our silence broke with the noise of Bhutta-walas and Chai-walas , and we all again started singing songs with Bhutta in our hands like school going kids ;)  Trust me it's alwayz fun to be kids again .. :)

Our return journey started with screaming mad songs like 'Senorittaa' (from ZNMB) and 'Dhinka Chika' ..
the whole day was spent in masti and masti and more masti ... :)

We reached home with lot many memories and smiles on our faces.

I found that no matter how often you talk with each other , how tough you fight on a silly issue with each other , how you realize the total opposite nature of all , the caring factor plays the lead role in relations of siblings.  They make you smile , they make you feel proud and they feel proud , they pull your leg and fights with other if they try to do the same with you ...siblings -strange yet lovely people :)

On a ending note , would say Mumbai still rocks in its own way in my life...and will write more about my bondng with the lovely city soon...till then a bigggggg thanks to all my siblings -younger ones /elder ones for being there all time for me :)