Random Thoughts-2

(My Random Thoughts-1 was something like This..!! and this post is Inspired by the same !! )

2013 and no blog posts???? bad!!! isn't it??? 

Honestly have written a lot but haven't yet published..many reasons for that..!! 

Jaane bhi do !!  

Here I am again talking to you people..!! 

Yes!! a lotttt to write...a lott to share..and say...and sometimes I don't get a proper blog post for each of my thoughts..so here I go.. accumulating the happenings in my life!! 

• While I am writing this...I am no more having the 'single' status and yes!! I am happily 'Engaged' to the most caring and loving person !! feels great!! and top of the world !! ( A 'public' confession time ;) :) ) 
• The last whole month went in a blink giving me memories for life time and ofcorse a new family for life time..It is the most awesome feeling when people accept you as in 'YOU' and shower their unconditional love all time.
• Many friends are curious about how & when I said 'Yes' to him --> for them a new blog post -having the story is 'coming soon' !! But yes! it is the 'lovely' arranged marriage story, where the best and super duper great part is our parents are happy and infect more enthu :) 
• Since the day everything got fixed(exactly before one month)  , I am kind of always happy and smiling and perhaps not finding proper words while writing. but it's okay!...you people can imagine me with 1000W ear-to-ear smile :) 
• Yes, there are major changes in personal life and so for a time being my professional life is on hold -it seems! Never mind ! I am happy I just completed 3 years in this job ..and The Sun God has been blessing me since then ! 
• This job has made me more aware of the professional world , I have learnt a lot and m happy to be part of this Solar industry ! :) 
• There are so many things on which I want to write and I will , and at least 20 unpublished draft- blog posts  are going to come one by one on the blog !!! 
• I felt sooooo great to hear all the reactions from my friends when I said them the news and which even made me emotional at times - it is so wonderful to have them. 
• I want to meet my friends now , want to party and ofcorse want to visit cousins at Mumbai...I always believe that joy and happiness gets double if you share with right people ..!! 
• A lottts nd lottss of shopping is on way too!! 
• Want to travel some places here in India before I shift to the new time zone! 
• And I am very happy as I am going to meet my foi, didi nd some friends soon !! 
• Eager to hear news from some of my best friends about their personal lives - my wishes are always there!!  
• Visits to my schools  , college and some of the most important people is on the must-do list.
• At the end, yes!! I am happy !! and saying touchwood ! :)  ( Sometimes you do become superstitious ;) ) 

Ahh!! so lots of non sequential thoughts ...!!  and just got to know this is my 50th Blog-post !! :) 

Yeh Tumhari meri baatein Hamesha yuhin chalti rahe!

Yes! a line from a movie Rock-On..a real Rocking movie..

I loved the movie..the songs..music...everything...

and for a chatterbox like me..this line is apt for a blog-post where I am thanking my stars for giving me so many wonderful patient listeners who have tolerated my non-stop talks on various topics and now some lucky people have also mastered the skills. 

I have a story for each and everything. I alwayz have a lottttttttt to talk on everyday happening. 

I dont know but the pool of topics for talks is like universe -never ending. 

Many people do hate me for this typical talkative side of mine -but with respect i would say- who cares!! 

Going back into memory lane , I was alwayz a teacher's favo kid but with only one complaint-' she talks a lot with friends but never raise her hands to give an answer even if she knows.' (yeah! was a bit shy then) 

As the digits after 19_ _ changed , somehow I was started getting little name for my talking skills -ofcorse the sensible talks I did behind the podium -in front of mic - as an anchor and a school pupil leader and perhaps that indirectly nurture the chatter-box within.

On the arrival of Y2K and the series of years then after , only spread the word about my  garrulous nature to whom-so ever I met- in college -in company !

My best friend since childhood is the most patient listener . The funny fact is my mother used to say me that -while you two are togather I just hear your voice- you should give her chance to talk too!! ' but my best friend never said so and matter of fact she used to talk a lot too but with lower pitch than mine !!She was always full of curiosity and enthusiasm to listen to all my mind-thoughts and above all she used to take part in all the discussions too and so we never ran out of topics . she never gave me a chance to complain that she is not listening to me. - how cute is that !! :) 

My college and Satyam buddies are no exception either. On a rare occasion when I would have told that 'I am sorry to bore you with talks ' , they had cheered me up by saying - 'cant see you quiet- we enjoy your Baatein' and this response always worked and  took away mute mode of mine -hence I never changed.

Sometimes , when I think I find , I have taken away the right from my friends to talk about their things- which makes me sad..and I feel I wont do it again. I dont know how I have succeed into that but if I ever hurt you by not being as good listener as you are to me- m sorry! 

But at the same time would like to thank with a wide-wide 32 teeth- ear to ear smile to all of you out there for being there. It feels awesome !

I am a lazy writer and I alwayz think that it wolud be excellent if i get a gadget which would directly convert my words into properly arranged -0 grammar spelling error  blog-post then I would be the proud owner of thousands of more blog ;)

Never the less ..I would just say Yeh Tumhari meri baatein Hamesha yuhin chalti rahe! 

(02 10 2012)

On the ending- note

End :  a lot has been said on this word , positively -negatively- philosophically -logically -scientifically. 

What I have found is everything , every situation in this world is relative. Mr. Einstein has scientifically proven that and we know that very well. 

End is beautiful if you see a bright light at the end of the tunnel you are passing by. 

End is happy if you are gaining a degree certificate with flying colors at the end of your college. 

End is satisfactory if it was worth waiting for something to end. 

End is scary and uncertain if it's about life.

End is annoying if it's abrupt and not as per your wish and in short your bad-luck driven. 

End is astonishing when you see the world from top of the mountain peak on the end of climbing. 

End is funny only in some stories/novels and movies. 

End is awesome when your prayers are answered finally. 

End is painful when trust is broken .

End is terrible when people you care - go on wrong paths and you cant help but just see them falling and finally you end your care as it's not worth. 

End is amusing and cheerful after a roller coaster ride.

End is acceptable when it comes with a new beginning.

Anything you can say about the End as the blog post comes to an end too!!!  

JAL 'LIVE' in concert !!

If you say that you have graduated from collage just 5-6 years back and are unaware of the song called Aadat then I would say Sorry uncle/aunty!! ;)

Yes !! 'Aadat' was the first ever song in spite of having tinch of sadness I liked it ..oopps loved it..

I remember the times where we used to do our assignments in the college canteen during Saturdays while this song was on Repeat mode in our headphones. 

Not a single cul-fest had missed this song after its release ..and that's the time I started liking the band called JAL!! 

I used to surf the TV channels to see the original video of 'Wo Lamhey" ..The music...lyrics...and singers...amazing trio !! (Remember...the era without YouTube and Dial-up internet) 

"Panchi", "Bikhra Hoon Main","Ik Din Aayega", "Dil Harey", "Sajni" are some of my favo tracks of the band..

As alwayz 26 th May(my mommy's bday :) ) comes with lot many surprises for me .....I got my first job on this day ..and which turn out to be the turning point of my life..professional and personal both!! 

And other event happened today that I got the chance to see Farhaan of JAL band LIVE in concert !! 

It feels awesome to hear your favorite singers LIVE and that gives me goose bumps !! :)

In last 6 months this is my third LIVE concert after 'Euphoria' and 'Vishal-Shekhar' !!! 

Enjoyed the day...and as I wrote in my post about LIVE concerts ...yeahh!! now I can say some wishes do come true!! 

Is it so tough to be happy??

 I dont know what will be your answer to this question. but certainly mine is 'NO' ...it is not at all tough to be happy...happier or the  happiest...!!

I live each day with same feeling that life is a gift and it's our duty/right to be happy and make others happy. (You can see my blog-profile says that too)

I have some faded memories of some of the incidents during my pre-school and school where my teachers used to say my parents that she is a 'happy -go- lucky' child...I have not discussed this with my parents but from their indirect talks related to my childhood I can figure it out that I used to get happy with small small tiny-miny things ...

As I grew older , yes the 'sadness' factor obviously sent me a 'friend request' , which I colud not block it but yes simply started searching means to ignore it. 

My father alwayz says that we need to be 'bindaas' in life keeping the positivity alive and some how I started following his words , I started searching happiness in small things around me. Mood swings and Sadness are integral part of life and as a normal human being I have them all.And somehow I alwayz try hard to manage to come back to normal zone ASAP. 

There were times when I have felt sheer sadness , specially during that HYD-leaving phase . It was a tough - time and  I stood strong with the help of papa (obviously - he never ever can see me weak and I never ever can prove his wish wrong ,mutual you know ;) ) , didi -bhaiya (My rakhi-siblings whom I met at Hyderabad and they gradually became part of life/family ) , my cousins(all those lil kiddos -u r the lifelines:) )  and my all friends (from school , college , satyam , V6)!!  

These people are source of smile or can say my smile-o-trigger ...and because of them most of the other people found me cool-calm and smiling. 

Sometimes people ask me , 'we cant imagine that you can be sad anytime.' To which I reply that it is good that you think like that but that does not mean at all that I am emotion-less , I have my own mood zones just like a normal human being , sometimes you can predict that from my face aswell but yes at the same time the fact remains as it is that I hate being sad and I hate myself if I am not able to remove sadness easily. 

If the person asking the above question is younger than me then I never forget to give gyaan like 

 'If we think then we can easily find means which make us happy or which pull us from the sad- zone..be it be music , reading , writing , sleeping , travelling , painting, cooking or simply talking to friends/siblings/other family members whose aura can affect us positively. 

There is no thumb rule or perfect guidelines to be followed to reach the destination -Happy mind state..but yes, one has to work hard to reach there by following own instincts ..by knowing the 'self' beyond what is written in one's resume/bio data. '

I dont think you need any Gurus-Babas-Ammas who can switch on the 'Dimag ki batti' for you to be happy ...It's just 'you' who has to find ways for yourself ....Do good...Be good..and think good...and leave rest on mother nature ...

On the ending note would like to thank all my closed ones , you have given me reasons to smile ..I hope that continues life long ...as I hate being sad..and I know you also hate it if m sad ;) :) 

एय मन!!!

कभी   झूठ  से  डरे  ये ..

कभी  सच  को  न  झेल  पाए  ये !..

एय  मन  तेरी  खुदगर्ज़ी  को  कैसे  समझ  पाए !!

कभी  डरे  तू  सो  सच  के बाद  के  एक  झूठ  से ..

कभी सो झूठ  के  बाद  का  एक  सच  तुझे  टटोल  जाए ..

एय  मन  तेरी  खुदगर्ज़ी  को  कैसे  समझ  पाए !!

खुद  का  राजा  और  खुद  ही  का  ग़ुलाम  तू  बन  जाये ..

जब  ना  मिले  किसी  औरकी  गलती  तो  खुद  ही  को  दोषी  मान  जाये ..

एय  मन  तेरी  खुदगर्ज़ी  को  कैसे  समझ  पाए !!

Sometimes I wonder what hurts the most...!!  Truth or Lie or both ...

Random Thoughts-1

Was just feeling like blogging but dint have any topic...so on a friend's suggestion penning down all random thoughts coming to my mind ...

I seriously want to attend some LIVE concerts of my favo singers like Shaan..Sonu Nigam..Sunidhi..Strings..Jal..and many more...
Obviously listening A R Rahman LIVE is the topmost TO DO things of my life :)

I am enjoying my work in field of Solar Energy...just want to write something about it..and also given a chance want to have some degree /certifications related to this field...or at least some paper presentations...hmmm!! let's see

I am missing my di..as after she left India we never spoke....and I really wanna talk to her about loddddddds many things :)

I am feeling good that I gave different kinda bday wish to my kid-sister ....which she liked it :)

I am enjoying the shopping -saga...;) ...and trust me finding it real stress-buster :P

I am hating the Chilly-winter...as I never wake up on time these days and start feeling lazy and shift into no-working mood zone after 5 PM .. :X

My job profile is giving me opportunity to meet soo many new people...that's how I am learning to understand people..their mind-sets...and how to deal with them ...
Met some wonderful people ..who got the right to talk to real 'smruti' ....
also met some people with super attitude, super anger, super selfishness ....who can do all maska-job to get their work done...but learning how to deal with them too....
So in all my job is giving me free certifications on HR ;)

December last week was too hectic...office work...meeting siblings...attending functions ...in all time-management !!

Just loved decorating Xmas tree and party with siblings after that....

Sometimes I find that I am just the same ..what I used to be in school or college or at Hyderabad..and sometimes I find that I have changed a lot...dont know what is true...my closed ones can judge that better...

Ahh!! after writing the blog post ...no matter the Random one...feeling happy happy....:)

blog-page sometimes work as real friend..who ll alwayz listen to your bakwas nicely without getting irritated :)